Yeah, there aren't any pics this blog.

I forgot my camera at home today and Anna has all the pics somewhere..

Gah, I'm worse at athletics now unlike I used to be.

It was my one thing I could feel good and overachieve in.

There is a difference to educational likes(eg writing) and physical thing.

Physically you feel more exhilarated, whereas studying you aren’t there moving. Its all in your head.

And I don’t really have that competitive drive anymore.

Its there, but rather weak.

And I miss it.

Helen was one of my besties in primary school and we were pretty much equally talented in sports (although she was WAAAYYYY smarter than me!)

We were each other’s drive and i suppose even is today ♥

Since Helen (who I miss heaps and love even more) sadly goes to a different school to me (North Sydney Girls) Erica and Maria are now my lovely competitive drives here, and I hope I am for them aswell. They keep me going, although I feel as though I don’t care anymore, and don’t want to try.

Thank you, I love you both

And you two did fantastically good!

Now I actually want to try hard for next year.

Maria, I hope you feel better now too ^_^

Anyways, today I got reserve for Triple Jump (I think, or maybe 2^nd reserve) and for Long jump.

Twas fun I guess.

Haha when I got home I had:

- Half a packet of Doritos

- Nutella sandwich

- A slice of sponge cake

- Mandarin

- Milk

SEE HOW MUCH OF A FATTY I AM?!

I actually ate that much cos it stopped me from feeling sick, weirdly.

But now I don’t think I’ll be eating anything till tomorrow arvo or night.

I’m not really in a blogging mood.

I’ve just had somewhat indepth MSN conversations that have taken a lot out of me today, not to mention the exercise.

So therefore I’ll leave it there.

♥