I punched a penguin in the balls.

That’s all I’d like to say.
And that Mr Quill was that same penguin at one point.



:)




So perhaps you wonder, where this mysterious “Izzy” has gone?
Well the truth is….i have a very severe case of swine flu…
I fear the worse

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Seriously people, you guys are seriously just too gullible. This is how rumors start.
Those who were smart enough to think with your head instead of thinking with your ears, congratz.
But i must express my serious ROFL expression in this situation.


Anyways, as some of you are aware, I am/sorta sick.
I’m sorry to everyone in my band group for not being there. I will probably come tomorrow, but my voice won't be at its best.
Hopefully it will be good enough =S

May I also note that this post hasn't really been though through that much so its kinda all over the place, in my opinion. And like I haven't exactly expressed everything in the best and awesomest way. xD

Moving ON…
The last couple of days pretty much have consisted of having breakfast at lunchtime, and just doing nothing:
• I’ve manage to get the basics down on piano for the song “Cat and Mouse” by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus and same with “Mad World” by Gary Jules.
• I’ve finished season 5 (out of 10) of Stargate.
It’s a really good American TV series (which I think most of you will hate) where humans find a “Stargate” which allows them to travel through the universe. Haha, I’m such a Geek!
I had a dream where I kissed Jack, but then he turned into one of my guy friends, who will remain anonymous.
The creepy part is that Jack is like…nearly 40, 38? *shudders*. Eww.

I have also been listening to podcasts heaps over the last few days.
I’ve strayed from the “comical” genre, and have branched off to music.
I want to know more about my music, to have an indepth understanding of the music instead of just listening to the music. I want it to mean more that it already does.

These podcasts involve interviews of bands.
The very first podcast was pretty funny. It was all these lead singers from the AP tour.
Pretty much these guys were joking around the whole hour and a half, talking about their tour.
And oh my god, it sounds like an amazing life to be apart of.
The adrenaline rush, the unitification for spreading the love of their music.
Everynight, they stand up in front of everyone unaware of what this show will bring, as every show is unique.
It blows me away.
And you know what, THAT is how I would want to live my life.
Something different and spontaneous. Even if it were to be for a while, I would love every moment of it. And to enjoy yourself, surrounded by friends without having your family hawk eyeing you, which i'm truly and waiting to escape from here.
Of course this sin’t all about the lifestyle. You can’t just be in it for the short run. I am there for the people and ultimately music.
The amazing part is that, they put away all their problems to unite and make beautiful music. And for that moment, from the very first song, those very first 3 minutes, everyone is just so into the ju ju that it doesn't matter anymore. Nothing matters.

These guys have been through shit to reach this point, and I am very proud of them.
I'm will support them the whole way.
MARLI, TO THE USA!

I was listening to Ronnie Winter (from the Red Jumpsuit Apparatus) and just finished his podcast.
At the end of one of his shows he ran the the door and thanked every SINGLE person that came and signed stuff and talked to everyone.
You NEVER see that anymore. ARGH I love Ronnie. He is so sweet and a TRUE human being♥ (haha, i just had a thought of him being jacob in twilight xD )
And he was saying that at a concert when he sees someone singing along to him, he gives them eye contact and personally sings to them, as that what his people dig. And I’m like *sqeeal*
Aaah
Musicians are such fucking inspirations.

Lol, although near the end the question came up about illegal downloading and he was full flaming it. And i was full like *shifty eyes*.

I've always had the mentality that if someone can do something, then I should be able to, despite how old I am.
Such as writing music.
I started writing a song on guitar pro which at least I can finish it.
MUHAHAHAH I SHALL BE FAMOUS!
Haha, I doubt I will be.
To me, a song doesn't appear THAT hard to create. Although I mean, making it up by yourself isn't the best option.Thats why I want to be in a proper band, who share the same music interets and are willing to go FAR. Band is family.

Even though I do realise, at the age of only 14, that there are many challenges ahead, and that I probably won't do this in the end when my career choice comes up, and we will probably fail as I do with everything...
But maaaan, it would be epic!

To create fucking music.
With fucking passion!

In the meantime, I need some god damn guitar lessons and same with my voice.
So I have some form of decent exposure to good sounds and to make me actually acceptable for anything.

Peace out xx.